Hey Miss Paula...im so sorry for not being in touch...it honestly has nothing do so with you. This job situation is incredibly stressful, upsetting etc.,and im trying to think of a way to help me stay here.Ive been very depressed this week and trying to prepare for the course I teach at UCLA whuch starts tomorrow. Its difficult to describe to you with the language barrier but Im just trying to deal with all of this as I do not want to go back to Canada in August Does this make sense to you??