Awkwardly, I never get habituated to it even thought I have passed it all better or for worse that I can term myself as an expert. I still gain powerful like every time I do not get what I want! Actually I do know that things change all the time, and I am not the real fates who determine everything in this word. But I still have hope that everything would be brought up to my mark when I wake up in the morning! Fates with me...