Dear Budsarat,I am sorry, but there are so many thought I have, and these thought are more about me than about you.You are young, pretty and you have many dreams. But I am too old to fulfill your dreams.I wish you could find a young man who is able to enjoy the life with you.Please be sure I don't think you are cheating me or anyone, I just think you deserve a better chance in life.Good Luck!