Just sometime I feel like I want to give up on you. You brought me back, then pushed me away, brought me back and pushed me away over and over again. I told myself that I committed to leave if you want me to. Not sure if you never let me go or I cannot do it. Whatever, to stay or to go it doesn't matter at all now. Cuz it makes me feel as equal as it is the same situation, pain, it's killing me anyway.