I'm a very lazy student and have procrastinated SO much in my life, and I want to stop doing it. I'm currently entering 4th year of medicine, my grades are above average, but I could be much, much better. Tomorrow I have one of my exams, which I will fail because I've been avoiding any contact with the book - but I know that as soon as the situation becomes inevitable, I'll study it. But I don't want to do that anymore!! I want to be better than anyone else. I don't want to be mediocre anymore.