Dear Joss,
Well, I have just read your letter and I do not know what to say.
I couldn’t realize that I could hear that from you. I am shamed
and offended. You are so cruel to me.
You were just the only hope for me. I trusted you and believed
in you.
Ok, one more time I understand now that I could rely only on
myself always.
So don’t worry. I will find money somewhere any way.
I will come to your country by all means. I have decided it
already and I am not going to give up.
Of course, it is very unpleasant to see that you do not trust me.
Whether I do not know I can find money. But I shall try.
But...
I can understand you. You have never seen me in real life.
And of course, it is very hard to believe the person you have
never met in real life.
But any way, it was very offensive to hear that from you.
Well, life is going on and now I have to manage something not
to miss the chance to get to your country.
I want you to know that I still like you very much. And I would
like to continue our relations. I will not ask you for anything
any more.
If you still want to continue our correspondence and meet me one
day, let me know, please.
I am waiting for your reply.
Lyudmila.