I miss you so much. I want to follow you home. I don't ever want to leave you. But I'm confused because everyone seem to be that way with you. My heart breaks when you leave. I have never felt like this about anyone. I'm happy and relieved when other guys leave. I cant stop missing you no matter how hard I try, I think about you all the time. What im I going to do? You get to my heart like no one ever has. I feel like im will go crazy if I never see you again. Why and how did I get here in life? When are things going to change? I have a feeling I will never find another you.....what I'm I going to do? God please help this child of yours....please I can't live like this Lord:'(