Just got in after long walk on my own near Mae Chan. I am horrifiefd by your message here. I love you like very old man loves lady but have told you I cannot marry you; I guess I love you like good friend loves,however that is. You told me in your last message ;PLEASE READ YOUR LAST MESSAGE. I am sorry but I MUST be able to meet up with my old lady friends and men, they are still very important to me. I have said before I think it is best for YOU not to live with me now as I believe you enjoy the towns more than the countryside; I WILL MISS YOU A LOT I PROMISE. what should I do with your clothes etc; maybe you give me your full name and address for me to post them to you shortly. If you want to come back to collect your clothes I will pay for your return bus tickets ofcourse. David.