i have understand that you never loved and want to help me
writing and telling about been poor here is and excuse you are given to me
if you really want to help and assist me
you will make a step and tell me how much you have and can afford for me
i really want to resolve all here this week and start coming to meet you to spend my two weeks break with you in Thailand
i will let you be for now but i'm unhappy and sad with you