My God. I know that he is a sin and cannot help yourself away from sin. I am so sorry that I did not sin for the rest of his life. I believe and put him as the Savior of the LORD God, into my life and God the Holy Spirit and eternal life to the Lord. Let go. Let it go. Don"t adhere to resent any of your life from now is happy to let go of everything. I have devoted to him in the name of the Lord Jesus. Amen,