(*Truths, I hate this chapter because it's sad. I almost teared as I wrote it... Becuz I felt what Sora is feeling and I hope you too understand. I hope what I wrote everyone get what this means. It maybe confusing or doesn't make any sense. Words do have a way of confusing us, a twisted emotion. That feelings are beyond and no words to describe... Short chapter I know. T_T Please enjoy immensely and comment thank you again.) Sitting outside the balcony of her room, Sora looked to the far mountain and held onto the bleeding heart flower in her hand... "It's a simple question. Why hesitate or are you having second thoughts?" Mr Kang asked. "No sir, never. I was just surprise by the sudden question... I love her, only her." Leeteuk said. He didn't look convince. "She is my heart, my breathe, and my life. Without her I wouldn't feel complete. She, she completes my story. Every story has a beginning and ending... If I could, we'll met on the first chapter and an end to the story of how we spent our life together... grow old together. I know it may sound cheesy but... She is my dream, half my soul. I'll try to make her happy everyday of my life. I promise." He said as he looked to Mr Kang and turn to the window. "Well, go on." Mr Kang said and smiled. "Do you believe in soulmate, in the afterlife. I believe she was created for me... Like a fallen angel... I cannot grow my wings without her. An angel needs the sky to fly free. I don't know if I am making any sense but I prayed that every life after life we'll met over and over again... We are chained." Leeteuk said. "You are a romance guy I see. So why, are you both miserable?" Mr Kang asked again. "Every soul mate has their karma, maybe a test... Maybe something out of the ordinary. We might of lost our chance in our last life and this is another faith to make things right again. The problem might be we are too engross in our own wants/needs that we forget to think of the others... Oh god, that is what I'm doing now is it?" Leeteuk said and heavily sighed in frustration. "No more I need to say. You should know what to do and don't screw it up. I understand and I won't intervene. But I just needed to know for myself if I choose the right man for my daughter. You don't need my aproval now. It's up to my princess to decide." He said and looked to Leeteuk. "Do you know what day today is?" Mr Kang added. Leeteuk shook his head. "Today we were going to visit her mothers... I was hoping to have lunch together with her too. Well until you know the problem... I got to be going. Sora should be at the house." He said and handed Leeteuk a key. Getting up, Mr Kang patted him on the shoulder and left... The door cracks open and Sora didn't bother turning around. "I'm not hungry. I want to be alone and if anyone calls just say I'm busy at the moment. Jenny, Jenny did you get what I said just now." Sora said and turned around. Facing Leeteuk, Sora looked to her room. "How did you get in?" She asked. "Your father." He said. She then turned back to look at the scenery and kept quiet. Leeteuk look to her hand as she holds a unusual flower. "Something on your mind? I need to know what I did wrong to make things right... Please don't push me away without reason." He said. Sora looked to the snow covering the mountain. "I don't want to hurt anymore, my heart is bleeding to the point where I wonder what I did wrong for me to suffer like this... I miss her so much." Sora's tears started to fall. "We suffered alot and she was all I had. She was why I'm still here. I want to go back to the way things were." She added. "But you have found something more." He said and turned her to face him. "Not if I am miserable. Even though I had nothing, but we lived a happy life... Everyone pities me." She said. "We love you that's why we pity you." Leeteuk explained. "You pitied me when we met that night because I was vulnerable and pitiful. A lost soul... Just like my father, he is trying to make up for his mistake his lost. Am I a mistake?" She asked in confusion. "No, you are my light. Don't doubt our sincerity. We need you." He said. "How do you know if you want to spend the rest of your life with me... I'm your first love. Wouldn't you want to make mistakes, learn to experience love outside the boundaries. I just don't want you to suffer because you promise to stay by my side, even when you stop loving me... I want us to take a break. I want you to reconsider if your feelings for me are genuine or else." She said and walked back in. "But I do want to spend my life with you. It hurts when you push me away." He struggles to convince her. "Anyone can say that. But if we are away from each other long enough, maybe you would stop hurting. If you try seeing other girls you may think different. Get into a relationship oppa, date many girls, and just maybe there is someone out there better then I. You might thank me later if you find someone more of your half... I need time to think if I really do want this, us too. I'm sorry." She said and walked out of the room without waiting. Leeteuk looked down to the heart bleeding flower laying on the floor and a tear drops. "Do you really want to push me away?" He asked.