Dear bee,
thank god you are a normal girl:-)
And thank you that you are so open and honest.
it is not easy to get the sadness out of the heart and to open it for happiness again, but believe me it works
When I came to Chiang Rai the first time in october last year I felt in love with this Town and the area
and also with a lady.
she has taken my heart and I really thought that she is honest.....
then at the end of the year she told me that she also has another man since two month and she loves him more and does not want to see me any more
that was like somebody was hitting my face....
but I did not cancel my next journey in january and started school and made my trips
of course it was planned to do everything together, but the situation changed and made me very very sad.
And so I did everything for me. Only for me, and it was great!!
Believe me I will come back as soon as possible.....just for me and my joy :-)
sometimes I do not understand the relationship partners?!
My wife(we are apart but not divorced and live in a house with two separate apartments and did not sleep in one bed since ten years) I was begging so long for harmony and freedom and not cheating and stop drinking .....
nothing changed and so during the years I stopped telling her what I would like.
But then when I told her that I do not love her anymore and that I see our relationship just as a good friendship, since this time everything is possible. she now would do everything for me.......but now it is too late. My love to her is gone and will not come back
ok
now you know my downside:-)
I hope my honesty does not shock you
believe me. Life is so wonderful