1. I chose alcohol over you
2. I made a huge negative impact in your life.
3. I have stolen a whole year from you, one that you could have been happy the entire time
4. I lied to you hundreds of times, I said I didn’t drink when I drank, I ate garlic to cover up the smell, I made you doubt yourself and not feel good.
5. I lied about Tramadol. I took Tramadol way longer than I told you I did.
6. I lied to you about medicines by saying I needed them for pain or something else so I could get what I want.
7. I always try to be the doctor and don’t take the doctor’s advice.
8. I took way too much of my medicine and made it so you have to take care of my medicine, which is something that you shouldn’t have to do.
9. I was totally selfish the entire time we were together, this put a huge strain on our relationship. It made it so our love did not grow we just stayed in the same place for an entire year.