That's nice to hear! What is it that you like? And just so you know, the thing with the diapers does not really change much, and I was "normal" until 4 years ago... some neurological things. I'm still embarassed about it though, and I want to live a "normal life" again :) The next time I go to Thailand, I will have a nice massage :) I think it is time to just accept it. I'm tired of being afraid that someone will notice...