what I'm looking for in you, that I can't really see is if you have the guts it takes to relocated and start life somewhere else. Not all do but the ones who are used to do what is necessary to get where the need to be or to work hard to reach their goals will succeed. You appear to have that in you? You can do this if you want. You can do anything you want it seem and that's a good, not least important quality to have.