I know what not sleeping is like. I have not slept well since I met you!! I tried to explain to you on Sunday why. Sometimes I think you understand and then may be you don't. I'm not sure how much you understand because you don't tell me. I understand and appreciate your situation. You wish to make as much money as you can for your children. Your a mother. I applaud your intentions. Last week I would have given you anything. If you just want me as a customer, it will not happen. I wanted to help you but not as a customer. I hope you understand. David