well if you just want to opt out and leave everyone you leave behind to sort out your problems and to deal with their grief and absolve yourself of any kind of responsibility for anything. It’s the most selfish thing you could possibly be thinking about and suggests you think life has to be easy and straightforward with simple solutions. It isn’t and won’t ever be unless you’re very very fortunate as very few people are. Just remember that however bad you think things are for you, for many many people it’s very much worse. Thank of the millions fleeing the conflict in Syria and the problems they are still experiencing - drowning at sea, being refused entry all over Europe. Then compare yourself with them and try to convince me that you are worse off. Is hat answer enough?