i not understand what your mean. it was never good, if you can not understand foreigner people. you only understand what you want. you never understand the really words and not can understand what a men really want. i think with your ideas you can never find really good love for long time. you can only find love for short time or moments. you have closed your eyes for really living from farang people. farang think very other how you. it's the wrong way what you do. i wish you good luck. only old farang wants married hurry hurry, it's never good love it's only love for the self interesting things. i come back to thai in august.