Dear Fhun,
I'm really sorry to have to tell you the following.
I no longer understand you.
Especially your impatience is foreign to me.
The worst one is: I have the feeling to lose my face.
This is not a nice feeling.
But I forgive you.
Because I cannot offer you what you search.
The communication with you should be fun with friends. But it has become the stress for me.
Therefore I want to stop it.
I wish you all the best for your life.
Find people with whom you can talk and not just write.
So that so many misunderstandings do not originate over again.
Please believe me. I do not want to hurt you or to injure you.To do this, I appreciate and admire you too much.
But I have to protect myself.
I can not ever go through life with a bad conscience because I can not fulfill your wishes.
Once again : All the best for you and take care.