Glad you replied back. I also still hurt But it makes me understand all the more dramatic. Love is a beautiful thing. We were never a problem brawl. I'm glad we've been living together for one year, six months is considered long enough. Since this would take time to help my heart. I agree that I regret and a lot of stress. Rice did not have insomnia. Crying every day. Thinking that this cruel world, why me too in love with anyone, never find true love. I blame myself and always fool myself that you love me, I'm sorry, but this will not make the reality.Should I understand you love and want to understand your needs too. Since this will be my dream to travel to the Netherlands, to start a new life back to love myself, travel to the world meet with new friends. New friendship and find true love again. I do not give up. I think he probably has somebody on this planet that he would create a family with me. And I hope you will meet the person you love, really love you, I will also send an email to you. Contact you always, you still are in my heart. If I have a new boyfriend. I would find a new boyfriend like you. My profile is now online. Wait, just to have a home where contact. I want to go as soon as possible within this year, the better. Life is too short, I want to go outside for once to see snow, I hope I can go by myself. You are the best consultants. Of course you can help introduce things for me. You're the best foreign to me. Wish I get the good news soon.Thank you for staying together. Will you stay with me forever.