Please do not cry.
The last thing I want to do is to make you cry.
I am not trying to push you away nor am I trying to be mean to you. Maybe it sounds like I am being mean but that was not my intention. I have been a jerk before as you know, but to hurt you on purpose, no, never would I do that, never.
I care for you very much, that will never change no matter what happens between us. There will always be a part of you in my heart no matter what.
Right now when I say this you might have trouble believing me because we are both a little upset, but I care for you more than you know Apple. Like you said, we would never spend all this time together if we did not care for each other.
I think what has happened here is that there was a big misunderstanding between both of us with what has been said in the last few days and I have been very confused. If I did not care for you so much, I would just walk away. It would be that easy for me. But I do have a lot of feelings for you and I am not walking away from you. I am just trying to figure things out.
I am very shy too, but to me I think holding your hand is not that big a deal. I think I can manage to do that. I did not know that you were this shy. When I told you before I was very shy, I asked you if you were shy and you said that you were okay. So again more confusion for me when you were mentioning that you were too shy to hold my hand. And the thought when you said "try" that that was meaning sex, the thought did not even cross my mind. Just so you know this, when we started planning our trip together, I had NO intentions of trying to sleep with you on this trip. NONE WHATSOEVER. Again, I told you from very beginning separate rooms, and no funny business from me. And with what you keep saying about sex, I had started to believe that you think I am up to something. Again more confusion.
I am not going to quit you and I hope that you feel the same. We will work this out somehow okay.
Again, please do not cry...
Please do not cry.The last thing I want to do is to make you cry. I am not trying to push you away nor am I trying to be mean to you. Maybe it sounds like I am being mean but that was not my intention. I have been a jerk before as you know, but to hurt you on purpose, no, never would I do that, never. I care for you very much, that will never change no matter what happens between us. There will always be a part of you in my heart no matter what. Right now when I say this you might have trouble believing me because we are both a little upset, but I care for you more than you know Apple. Like you said, we would never spend all this time together if we did not care for each other. I think what has happened here is that there was a big misunderstanding between both of us with what has been said in the last few days and I have been very confused. If I did not care for you so much, I would just walk away. It would be that easy for me. But I do have a lot of feelings for you and I am not walking away from you. I am just trying to figure things out.I am very shy too, but to me I think holding your hand is not that big a deal. I think I can manage to do that. I did not know that you were this shy. When I told you before I was very shy, I asked you if you were shy and you said that you were okay. So again more confusion for me when you were mentioning that you were too shy to hold my hand. And the thought when you said "try" that that was meaning sex, the thought did not even cross my mind. Just so you know this, when we started planning our trip together, I had NO intentions of trying to sleep with you on this trip. NONE WHATSOEVER. Again, I told you from very beginning separate rooms, and no funny business from me. And with what you keep saying about sex, I had started to believe that you think I am up to something. Again more confusion. I am not going to quit you and I hope that you feel the same. We will work this out somehow okay. Again, please do not cry...
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