I want to teach all my life, but when I come home ... there is no one ... just silence and 4 walls ... I have nowhere to go ... and I really want to teach ... but another year eating sandwich ... I can not take and when I ask my neighbour for some "help" she expects me to pay ... the worst thing is, I help her with her English ... if I say "no" to her, she get angry, if I say "yes" she still expect me to pay ... My life is very difficult ...