Dear Future Love Of My Life:
I know. I should have written this before. Please forgive me. But I got feeling that you were beginning to think that I didn't exist, but I do. And I wanted to let you know that while I might be as elusive as a unicorn grazing in a field of four-leaf clovers, I'm close. And in one day you found me, you will know that I might not be a prince on the white horse as you imagined.
I'm around the corner, down the street, sometimes on Facebook, may be in your office, at our local coffee shop, or a complete stranger. I made eyes at you once on the subway. I saw you across the room at a party. I swiped you right on tinder application. But it's not our time yet, and I know you are wondering why.
It's really not fair that you have had to wait this long, or go on blind dates, endure bad sex, settle of ...sigh.. relationships, feel misunderstood, cry from loneliness, wrap your arms around a pillow as you fall asleep with tear at night... I feel the same, but I just want to say that "I'm so sorry, my love", you deserve an explanation. So, here it goes. It's taken me a long time to even admit this to myself, much less to you, so please know that everything I have written here is true.
The reasons we haven't met yet, in no particular order:
1. I haven't thrown out the list of things I think you should be.
2. I'm with the wrong person right now.
3. I'm not ready to be loved unconditionally.
4. Since my life isn't together, I think you'll reject me.
5. I still believe that drama is a show of love.
6. I've been intentionally keeping my head too busy to think with my heart.
7. I need to date more to understand what I do and don't like.
8. I won't be able to appreciate you until life has kicked my ass.
9. I'm too focused on my own needs.
10. I don't know how to create the feeling of home that live in my heart.
Clearly, today, I'm not my best-self yet. Or even myself, I'm still figuring out who that is. I'm pretty sure that even if we did meet, you wouldn't like me all that much right now. It's entirely possible that we did hit it off once, and I left without getting your information; or maybe I did get your number and never called because of any one of the above reasons.
Be patient with me, my darling heart. You will be everything to me. So know that I'm working my way toward you. So don't spend any more time thinking about where I am or am not. Just keep making your life exciting and full, so when we do finally come together, we can bring each other joy, and pass everything that come to our life even it's bad or good together, because we are already happy and ready to hold our hand pass it together.
I know it's taking longer than you'd like. It's a hell of a lot of slower than I could have ever imagined. But I'm here, this is me talking to you. AND I'M NOT GOING ANYWHERE.
DON'T GIVE UP ON ME.
Yours , in perpetuity,
Dear Future Love Of My Life:I know. I should have written this before. Please forgive me. But I got feeling that you were beginning to think that I didn't exist, but I do. And I wanted to let you know that while I might be as elusive as a unicorn grazing in a field of four-leaf clovers, I'm close. And in one day you found me, you will know that I might not be a prince on the white horse as you imagined.I'm around the corner, down the street, sometimes on Facebook, may be in your office, at our local coffee shop, or a complete stranger. I made eyes at you once on the subway. I saw you across the room at a party. I swiped you right on tinder application. But it's not our time yet, and I know you are wondering why.It's really not fair that you have had to wait this long, or go on blind dates, endure bad sex, settle of ...sigh.. relationships, feel misunderstood, cry from loneliness, wrap your arms around a pillow as you fall asleep with tear at night... I feel the same, but I just want to say that "I'm so sorry, my love", you deserve an explanation. So, here it goes. It's taken me a long time to even admit this to myself, much less to you, so please know that everything I have written here is true.The reasons we haven't met yet, in no particular order:1. I haven't thrown out the list of things I think you should be.2. I'm with the wrong person right now.3. I'm not ready to be loved unconditionally.4. Since my life isn't together, I think you'll reject me.5. I still believe that drama is a show of love.6. I've been intentionally keeping my head too busy to think with my heart.7. I need to date more to understand what I do and don't like.8. I won't be able to appreciate you until life has kicked my ass.9. I'm too focused on my own needs.10. I don't know how to create the feeling of home that live in my heart.Clearly, today, I'm not my best-self yet. Or even myself, I'm still figuring out who that is. I'm pretty sure that even if we did meet, you wouldn't like me all that much right now. It's entirely possible that we did hit it off once, and I left without getting your information; or maybe I did get your number and never called because of any one of the above reasons.Be patient with me, my darling heart. You will be everything to me. So know that I'm working my way toward you. So don't spend any more time thinking about where I am or am not. Just keep making your life exciting and full, so when we do finally come together, we can bring each other joy, and pass everything that come to our life even it's bad or good together, because we are already happy and ready to hold our hand pass it together.I know it's taking longer than you'd like. It's a hell of a lot of slower than I could have ever imagined. But I'm here, this is me talking to you. AND I'M NOT GOING ANYWHERE.DON'T GIVE UP ON ME.Yours , in perpetuity,
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