heyyy clam down!!!
Maybe you should to talk with your fiance, for anything it will be better. i believe that :) She know that you feel worse?
Face to face conversation is the best answer I believe you love your fiancee and she loves you too.
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You're going to have happy anyway, don't let problem to breaking your partner's life.
i wish you will be happy and get good news soon :)