Even though it is expected, it still brings some disappointment, meaning self emotional tackling is still in its very young state of maturity. Adrenaline rush, temperament, inferiority complex, perfectionism, the central personal straits, those have been tackled quite well over time, yet, seem to be acute without the emotional containment. Emotional behaviors seem to be a part of subconscious mind, which cannot be accessed by means of reminding things but by experience and age. Anyway, we always have something to learn in the end.