Thank you so much for the time we spent together as well. Our time together was never wasted time for me. We were both lonely when we met and I think we both needed to fill a space in our hearts. You fit well with me, everything was easy, we didn't argue much.
I remember so many good times with you. 100 trips to Maya or Rin Kom or Malin Plaza or Sunday Market. Our trip to Pai that started with a mean farang lady, and ended with you getting sick coming home, but was such a great trip. I was happy to be your photographer miss Supermodel. And you were a great driver before I bought a motorcye; thank you for driving me everywhere (around Chiang Mai, in Pai, to Mon Jam, to Huay Tung Tao, etc). And thank you for taking care of me; when I was sick you were a great nurse, when I needed help you were a great assistant, when I didn't understand you were a great translator, when I needed a hug you were a great comfort.
I'm sorry if you thought I didn't want to hold your hand in public. I was never embarrassed to be with you. I was just worried about Thai customs and it's hard to walk in crowds while holding hands.
I'm sorry I was Jai Raun about many things and told you very often to do things differently. Sometimes I treated you like a child; sorry for that.
I'm sorry I was so lazy. You work very much and I should have been more active for you. I'm sorry I was annoyed with you sometimes. I should have been more patient since I have much free time and you don't.
I'm sorry that the world has not been fair to you. I hope you know your Dad loves you very much. I'm sorry he was playboy maak. I hope you know divorce is never a child's fault.
I'm sorry I was huua nguu. I only looked and never had a gik, but I should not have been huua nguu because I know it hurt you.
I'm sorry my love for you faded. It takes time to really understand someone and I guess I started to know you were not the person I need late last year. Because you are such a great person, it was hard for me to accept that I should stop with you. I started to love you like a daughter, instead of a girlfriend. So I delayed stopping longer than I should have, which probably makes it hurt more.
Thank you for showing me what real love looks like. I wish I knew true love myself. I need to find it.
I will always remember you with great joy. Thank you for everything. I hope you feel better soon and find a true love. If there's anything I can I help you with, I will. I really want to be your friend.