Good night Yuva.
I find the whole situation interesting. Mostly from the perspective of discussion around trust or lack of trust. So it is disturbing that everyone wants to jump to a judgement without the context of the intent of the original offense. It just seems to me like there is a lot of finger pointing and a lot of judgmental thoughts going on here. On all sides. It also seems to me there is an awful lot of people doing the apology thing and very frequently since this all started.
I am not saying I have said anything I did not mean. I seldom say anything I do not mean. But I also feel like there is an awful lot of sensitivities that continue to get displayed. And I am fearful there are expectations being played out that I do not know or understand about.
You run a very tight ship. Perhaps there are reasons I am unaware of. And while I am not experiencing any stress now over normal, I am not worried about my stress. I am more worried about the stress on Meaw. We both know how important it is for Meaw to conceive. How is she ever going to conceive if she is getting stress from every perspective of her life. I agree this whole situation has to go away. And while I can agree to not mention it any longer, I can't help but think what next? Seems to be like every three or four months I step on a bomb shell and it goes off. I will admit to be being somewhat terrified of not knowing what the next one is. I do not want to push to hard on this or any other subject right now. I want to focus on getting Meaw calmed down and in a good mind set again. Perhaps things will work their way out. But it is going to take time and healing. I think we need to slow down and figure out what it is we both want, and how we are gong to get there. Especially given neither of us is getting any younger. Reflection can be a good thing. So lets agree there are difficulties that need to be worked through for right now and we will take the time to figure it out and see what happens. We have been on a no promises agreement, and while I have allowed my thoughts to think about a future, I am also now remembering painful experiences. So stress, no. But memories being ripped open is confusing and painful. Patience is the call to order for the day.
Pleasant dreams and sleep well.
Hugs & Kisses
Randy
ราตรีสวัสดิ์ Yuvaพบสถานการณ์ที่ทั้งน่าสนใจ ส่วนใหญ่จากมุมมองของการอภิปรายไว้วางใจหรือขาดความน่าเชื่อถือ ดังนั้นจึงรบกวน ทุกคนที่อยากไปตัดสินโดยไม่มีบริบทของเจตนาของการกระทำความผิดเดิม เพียงดูเหมือนฉันมีจำนวนมากของนิ้วชี้และมี judgmental ความคิดเกิดขึ้นที่นี่ ทั้งด้านการ ยังเหมือนกับผมมีมากมากคนที่ทำสิ่งขอโทษ และบ่อยมาก ตั้งแต่เริ่มต้นทั้งหมดนี้ ผมไม่ว่า ได้ว่า อะไรผมไม่ได้หมายถึงการ ฉันไม่ใคร่พูดอะไรฉันไม่ได้หมายถึง แต่ยังรู้สึกเหมือนเป็นจำนวนมากรัฐที่ยังคงได้รับการแสดงที่น่ากลัว และผมกลัวมีความคาดหวังที่ถูกเล่นออกที่ฉันไม่รู้ หรือเข้าใจเกี่ยวกับ You run a very tight ship. Perhaps there are reasons I am unaware of. And while I am not experiencing any stress now over normal, I am not worried about my stress. I am more worried about the stress on Meaw. We both know how important it is for Meaw to conceive. How is she ever going to conceive if she is getting stress from every perspective of her life. I agree this whole situation has to go away. And while I can agree to not mention it any longer, I can't help but think what next? Seems to be like every three or four months I step on a bomb shell and it goes off. I will admit to be being somewhat terrified of not knowing what the next one is. I do not want to push to hard on this or any other subject right now. I want to focus on getting Meaw calmed down and in a good mind set again. Perhaps things will work their way out. But it is going to take time and healing. I think we need to slow down and figure out what it is we both want, and how we are gong to get there. Especially given neither of us is getting any younger. Reflection can be a good thing. So lets agree there are difficulties that need to be worked through for right now and we will take the time to figure it out and see what happens. We have been on a no promises agreement, and while I have allowed my thoughts to think about a future, I am also now remembering painful experiences. So stress, no. But memories being ripped open is confusing and painful. Patience is the call to order for the day.Pleasant dreams and sleep well. Hugs & KissesRandy
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