This is my first stry you guys. I've been reading for a while but I finally had the guts to write one. So please have mercy on mr, I'd like to know what you think. And I ain't gonna explain why and how men can have babies. In this world they can and it's normal. If you must know then ask and I'll come up with something. Oh, and these characters don't belong to me, they belong to Maki Murakami. Now begins the story!
Suguru regretted ever having had sex, ever. This almost wasn't worth it. To make matters worse they had gotten to the hospital to late for him to have the epidural, so he had to suffer without any medication, not the slightest bit of relief. He was thankful Hiro was there to support and comfort him. His parents had already left when visiting hours were over and promised to return tomorrow. They were allowed to stay since the baby would most likely be born that night, but Suguru did not want his parents to have to see him suffer through the birth as well. It was also to embarrassing for him to deal with, having his parents see a baby come out of a place they hadn't seen since they changed his diapers. Now instead he would be changing diapers soon, with Hiro by his side. His parents had not been happy to hear that he was pregnant since he was still a teenager. Now he was 20 instead of 19 and an adult. He already knew that he was going to live the rest of his life with Hiro. His parents had been upset but let it go because there was nothing they could change and they trusted Suguru's judgement. Besides they were about to become grandparents and they could not wait to spoil their grandchild.
Other people had visited them at the hospital too. Shuichi had come with Yuki to offer words of comfort to Suguru. He had felt a little bit reassured since Shuichi had been through this almost a year ago when he gave birth to Yumi. His cousin Tohma and wife Mika had come along also to visit. The band was surprised when K showed up with flowers. He said they would brighten up the room, and they did. Even Sakano nervously made an appearance. But it was dark now and they were all gone. It was left to Suguru to bring a baby into the world with the help of Hiro.
Suguru wasn't regretting getting pregnant, but he was sure feeling the burden of the consciences. They hadn't even planned to get pregnant; they just hadn't used a condom.
"Hiro, I love you."
" Love you too babe," Hiro replied while keeping his eyes on Suguru. He had already prepared him, but now his hand was going through the nightstand looking for a condom.
"Hiro forget it. I want you now, I can't wait any longer. I need you in me."
"Are you sure?" Hiro replied, teasing him.
"Yes. Please. In me now." He begged.
And with that last plead Hiro used all his force to slam into his lover.
Suguru had definitely been shocked to find out he was pregnant, especially since they had gone without using condoms before, but what happened was already done. An abortion was out of the question for the couple so they prepared. They read the books and took the class, but nothing could have prepared Suguru for this.
"Ahhh!" he yelling through a contraction. Hiro held his hand and reminded him to breath.
"Why can't they give me an epidural," he questioned his lover. "I want an epidural! I can't do this!"
"Sweetheart you had dilated too much by the time we came in, they can't give it to you now." Hiro explained again. "It probably won't be much longer anyways."
"I've been at this for more than 36 hours. How much longer can I be expected to do this."
Just then the doctor came in. Dr. Watanabe had been monitoring Suguru's pregnancy from the start.
"Alright Mr. Fujisaki tell me what's going on." asked the doctor.
"Well I had been getting sick in the morning, so I took a home pregnancy test and it said I was pregnant, so I guess we need to confirm if this is real." Replied Suguru nervously.
" Alright just lower your jeans, lift up your shirt and lay down," she requested.
Once he was situated on the medical examination table the doctor proceeded.
"Now this stuff is going to feel a little cool," she warned as she squeezed some gel from a tube onto Suguru's flat stomach.
Suguru gave a small shiver. Then the device was placed on his stomach as swirled around while the doctor looked. Then she smiled and turned the screen towards the couple.
"There you go. Right here is your baby. You can see the head is already developed and…"
The rest of her voice was drowned out to Suguru as he stared at the monitor tearing up at the site of his baby.
"Do you know the gender?" Hiro asked the doctor.
"No," she responded. "It's too soon to tell."
Suguru piped in after composing himself, "I'd rather not know until it's here."
"Anything you want," Hiro told him, smiling.
"So Suguru last time I checked you were 8 centimeters along. Let's check again," said Dr. Watanabe
Suguru put his knees up and apart for the doctor, already use to the routine. The doctor lifted the hospital gown and poked around while Suguru's face twisted in discomfort.
Soon she draped the gown back on his knees and announced with a smile, "you're now 10 centimeters dilated. The baby's head is already in position, so you're ready to start pushing. We're gonna go ahead and put you into the delivery room in a few minutes."
Suguru's face turned hot at hearing this news. All of a sudden it seemed so much more real and scary now. His grip tightened on Hiro's hand.
"Hiro, I'm scared. I' don't know if I can do this."
Hiro leaned over him and brushed some of Suguru's hair out of his face. "Of course you can! You're the strongest person I know. Pretty soon we will have our baby in our arms. And I will be right here with you. Nothing bad is gonna happen. You can do this," he placed a soft kiss to his head. "I believe in you."
Just then the nurses came and helped Suguru walk to the delivery room. They laid him down, while Dr. Watanabe and the nurses got there equipment ready. Hiro was outside putting on scrubs in record time and came in.
Finally Dr. Watanabe came over and sat on a stool at the end of the bed. The two nurses came to the bed on either side and pulled the stirrups out, and then helped Suguru put his feet onto them. Dr. Watanabe then pulled the gown up and placed it on Suguru's thighs.
"Alright Suguru, I hope you're ready cause this is showtime. Now when you feel the next contraction I want you to push. Try to push for ten seconds. If you don't feel an urge to push then I will tell you when to, alright?"
Suguru just nodded his head weakly preparing for the pain to come. Hiro slipped his hand into his grip to comfort him.
"Ok push!" The doctor announced and Suguru did as he was told. After a few of them the doctor let Suguru take a break since he was not feeling the urge to push yet. Then the doctor made a decision.