The shiny golden badge instantly brought back Little Marisa's memories of struggling to live when she was small.
So, the reason she couldn't take it easy together with those beautiful yukkuris, the reason why she could never eat delicious mister food, the reason why she could never sleep in comfortable mister bed, was that she wasn't a quality type.
Not being able to take it easy all her life--it had been decided long ago--it was fate!
Hope and despair simultaneously struck Little Marisa's fragile spirit.