I think I lowered your respect for me and it makes me feel like total shit to be honest with you. I wish I would have kept it together but you kept raising the flame until I finally boiled over. I’m still sorry for it. I just never wanted to hurt you because we had a good bond that was growing and I think it got ruined because I lost my temper. Now, that’s not to say you weren’t being difficult and all but I do take responsibility for raising my voice and getting upset the way that I did. I could have handled the situation much better, got my point out to you in a more polite fashion, a more respectable fashion, without hurting our relationship and everything that I would like it to continue being. For that, I apologize…not for what I meant but for how I expressed what I meant and I hope you can one day look at me in a better light