Hi the truth, I'm serious mental I'll, I had terrible past, I asked for help, but didn't get it, I never had girlfriend, I wanted it since i was young, teenager, I have social anxiety , and bipolar disorder( manic depression), think of revenge, and will plan and take revenge one day, I'm creative,.but medicine keeps me down, hospital doc Oslo said I was using wrong medicication, hospital here, family denied me try new combination medicine, because they forced me to move back up here, to a life with nothing, after lived in Oslo for some time....revenge revenge revenge hahaha