When you think of it this way it is easy to dismiss all this as a cultural indifference
Charity starts at home, and don't have to feel you have buy your way out.
Regardless I had no choice but to move on .... like you were saying in your letter, growing is rarely without pain.
I hope you have planned a nice day for yourself... Do something nice for yourself, you deserve this. If I was there I would treat you to a lady's day.....Or in other words "A spa day for sweet Apple" .. Massage, nails, toes and a day like this is not complete without a nice dinner :) .... How we can dream...But without dreams there is no hope. Maybe one day I can do this for you.
I like your name...It has a very nice sound to it ...Somruthai Chitnukoon :) I know sometimes a name has some meaning to it. Not mine, it is just a name as far as know. I will go to bed now, I just let out a yawn.