It's has been for a several weeks to sort out my life, my job and my time. Finally I got a job but I have to lost my life style, my new lover cos I don't think she could waits that long so better let her go and good luck in everything she hopes. I will be very sad to see thing become ended what I wouldn't expected into this way but life have to go on. At the end although I have no one beside me but I'm still have my family to support and cheer me up. Sorry for the things I cannot do it for everyone because of conditions of my life I have to do the things right first and if when the time comes through I hope I make the right decision. Seksan