And Henk, I will confirm to you again. My feelings for him, not from my head or obsession as you judge. And I admit I feel angry that you judge me by you do not know me well enough. But only for a while.
In the past I thought you are him. I mean you are related. You may give your user name with him to talk to me. But I understand by modern technology may be can make easier than that. So I didn't take you to replace him, because you have exist already in the first. And I just feel he has a real in the world of reality from you.
So I told you a million times, I have never think to you more than a friend, by I still wonder the reason that you often wrote to me like that? You can't replace him in any way. If ask me, Why I feel like that? (related)