Auan.. I understand what you thought. I do not know how to make you know that I really understand you. I do not want you to think about gender, it is fine for me. I just want you to take care of my whole accounts from now on. That is it!. I decide that you are the only one who can take care of my money that is because I think you are important to me and I really trust you. I will do everything for you from now on too. Now I stop giving big money to my family because I think I gave them enough. If my mom loves me, she will love me not my money. I do not want you to think that I use money to buy a people. You said I look like a kid, yeah I will be a kid when I am with you. When I decide that you will be the one who take care of my money, I think you should know that I am not worry about it at all. Probably you are worry that other people will think that you are trying to take advantage of me or whatever. Auan…no one will think like that, I am definitely sure about it. Other people will think that I am rich, NO…they do not know that that money are gone, I spent them all to businesses. People will think that I buy lots of thing or treat friends, staff, member of family, and mom’s ex. Well I think that is what they deserve. Do you got me? I am a giver not taker. And I keep telling you that I do not want anything in return. Even though this issue (you are taking care of my money and businesses), I just want you to do it and I am so pleased about that. From now on, there have only us. You know, I never get tired when you beside me. I just want you to understand me. I want you to take care everything; I know you are good at that. I can see that when I set up the party on weekends (2-3 nights) and you came to manage that by saying it should be one night party only. I am not greedy everybody who knows that, they said I should be greedy a bit. You see me spend money extravagantly right? That is for businesses, not buying friends. I do need to use money to buy people, they will come to me when they know the real me. If you do not come to take care of my business soon, I can tell that there will have some problems with our future. I need you to come break the habit of my thoughtless spending. I never thought that I will have foreign boyfriend and I do not know your culture much but I can do everything you ask me, anything. Do you know how important you are for me? Because you are so important to me so I want you to take care of my businesses. Can you please forget about man holds woman’s money? This is about us, you and me, and I am so happy to do that. It is my decision to choose whoever I think they are the right person. Wish you understood me