I wish I could chat with you person

I wish I could chat with you personally because My ambition since I was 7 years old at the very first time I took a plane with family then I was saw all the flight attendant I wondering how could I be a flight attendant.. I love to serve people and meet new stranger. But I was so scared if Im gonna be reject by the company. And Im 17 rn already 5 month left to done my highschool. And I was scared about the interview and I ussually very lacked and any serious speech though. Can you gv me any personal chat so I can ask you anything that Im curious too about to be a stewart. Im a boy and live in malaysia. Hopefully you r going to respond my comment :)