I just think you should have asked Meaw or me first if we really asked May about your private stuff or not. A person who is mature shouldn't be talking like high school kids. Meaw respects you as if you were her dad, so if you really view her as your daughter, you should have asked her first like Meaw, did you really say this to May? But you said it annoyed you that I sent her to ask May about you. That means you believed in what May said. Good parents should always have faith in their children. I think you were pretty upset because you first believed in what May said. I'm not trying to divide anyone and it is not because of May. If it was someone else who said this to you and you believed that person, I would be upset too. I didn't know myself that Meaw hasn't heard from May in two months. We haven't talked about her at all since then. Meaw just told me today about the Bible study thing and I am not giving any opinion because I wasn't there. I'm a little upset that you believed her and thought we did such a thing because I'm afraid that this would happen again. I have always thought that you are a very reasonable person.
I realize every single day that it is because of May that we know each other today. And I appreciate that every day. But now I also realize that she can break us up too. You have to know that I love my children and I will love Brooke as if she was my own child and I will always stand up for them. Judging them first without asking them is not what I would do. This is including Brooke too. If someone talks like May to me, I would have been quiet and then asked my children nicely. Remember you can't retrieve time back and you can't retrieve your words back when you already have spoken it out.
It's not that I am on Meaw's side or anyone's side, but what May just did wasn't true and she shouldn't have said that especially for someone who is her age. She should have more of maturity.
I normally don't like Thai men because most of them are not very reasonable, so please don't be like that. I also feel the bondage between us since we have been talking for two years. I have been looking forward to your email every day.
If you decide that you don't like what I say in this email and you don't like what I say about your friend, it is totally fine with me. This is who I am and what I think. I will not be angry at you if you don't want to reply to me. I am old and I just want to spend the rest of my life peacefully with someone who will always trust me and who is reasonable.
Have a good night and sleep well.