I am very tired of the silent judgement I get every time I lift food to my mouth.
I am tired of being told to shut up or go away.
I am tired constantly being screamed at and being the venting post.
I am not here for you to take your crap out on.
I am tired of being made to feel bad about myself.
Being made to feel like I don't deserve anything nice, that second hand and rate is good enough for me.
I am tired of being made to feel stupid.
That I should feel guilty for putting food in my mouth.
I am tired of being put down for talking to my friends.
I am tired of crying.
I am tired of hurting.
I am tired.