I'm going to be different from the person you met, and you don't really know everything about the Doug you met either! There is still a lot we need to learn about each other. I know we planned on getting married, but I can't. I am too bipolar with this, one day I'm fully 100% ready to get married, and the next day I want to be single. I am not going to put you in a bad position, I will not marry you unless I am 110% on board, ready, and prepared for it.