It was a truly stupid idea for me to go on the ship. I had enough money to live comfortably and in a year's time I could have afforded some more workers for my farm. there was no need to go to sea, but forgetting everyting that had happened to me before, I decided it would be an excellent opportunity to get some more workers and also to travel again. So I said, " If you take care of my farm for me while I'm away, then I'll go