I'm sorry for how I've treated you. I have issues with self esteem and anger from events that happened a long time before I met you and I deeply regret taking my resentment of myself out on you. I held onto grudges and unfairly put you down throughout our relationship. You have every reason to be unsure about our relationship and for feeling like you need to find yourself. Should I be lucky and be given another chance, I promise to love you the way I should have all along and respect your journey to find yourself. I will work on myself, my self esteem and anxieties...regardless of the outcome of us. More importantly, I promise to respect you and your privacy. You're a wonderful person, energetic, intelligent and creative. I hope that I can show you how much I appreciate and love you.