It seems that no matter how hard i try to achieve a specific goal, i end up on the same place. The women that I believe are the best for me are mever the best, the decisions that i make air the same. The women that i with operates almost solely on her emotions. Her emotions dictates her next move, her decision to work or to relax. I realize that i have used my emptiness from not having a mother to lead me down this path of finding women that are not meant for me. It is this same women that told me that she would help me become a great man,it is also this same women that is allowing her distraught emotions to separate us.