But really when I'm gone will anybody miss me?
Or swallow all their pride and drown themselves in envy
How about you girl, will you miss me?
I feel in love twice the first time that you kissed me
But then you left me my mind went on a frenzy
You really got the best of me then the rest of me was empty
You had my eyes leaking like a faucet
My chest felt like a bomb hit
My brain felt like I lost it
But now I'm venting in this fucking closet
I've had to many people run away
I'm just glad that my grandpa but the gun away
He doesn't realize that because he chose to stay
I'm blessed with his words everyday
I've had friends just get up and leave
Get addicted to drugs and fucking OD
I tried to explain that thats not how its supposed to be
But they were too damn stubborn to fucking see a thing