Today is the day,
The worst day of my life.
You're so content until it hurts me.
I don't know why.
The cost of misery is at an all-time high.
I keep it hidden.
Close to the surface, inside.
I'm learning to fall.
I can't hardly breathe.
When I'm going down don't worry 'bout me.
Don't try this at home.
Pretend you don't see.
I don't wanna know that you know it should have been me.
Could you be with him?
Or was it just a lie?
He doesn't get you like I do.
And you don't know why.
You change your clothes and your hair,
But I can't change your mind.
Oh, I'm uninvited. So unrequited, now.
I'm learning to fall.
I can't hardly breathe.
When I'm going down don't worry 'bout me.
Don't try this at home.
Pretend you don't see.
I don't wanna know that you know it should have been me.
Words screaming in my head.
Why did you leave?
And I can't stop dreaming.
Watching you and him.
When it should have been.
It should have been me.