I appreciate your kindly words again! Yeah I totally agree with you the distance is doesn't matter if people can have a good relationship as long as they can and be happy at the same time. And I realised that life is so short and I'm no a young woman anymore so I will do everything I wanna do and say anything I really want to say too! I'm waiting for and not tend to reaching for a kind person almost my whole life, since I was young I spent almost my whole life with my grandparents and I hungry for a real man who can understand and knew what I need but it's seem my fortune it's doesn't sit besides me at all, that's why I away from my country to find some brand new things in the USA and now I think I'm get ready to back to my own place because I can stand by my own legs and I miss my parents so bad. So end of July it's my time to back to fly to see all my beloved parents and friends I already booked the air ticket.