Jay!!! You think everything right.
Maybe I m afraid of change..Afraid to start something new.
Because I m alone for a long time. I feel that my heart is freeze. So I dont know how good to do for someone impress and this may make you dislike in me.
But... since I know you, though they have never met. But at least Im more lively. My friends say I m in love, but I don t think like that . I think I just waiting for the destination. That is to be able to see you.
I don t expect anything. I believe that two people will happy when meet and feel good together that both need to feel free. Both need to good feeling. If something doesn"t feel right. It is not OK and should not go on. You ll be fine if we meet and then you not okay with me. Don t worry I ll be fine and okay.
Everything must wait until we meet, we will know. Right now I can only tell about myself what I tell you everything that s really me and knowing you made me excited .. and I still ve been practising on high heel . haa ha
Now we talk first. And learn together. Until we meet, then we will know that we will be next.
Xxxoo