Dear Stenson Johny,
I'm really thank you to contact me and try to get me back. I'm sorry that I couldn’t speak English fluently. It may cause you don’t understand it clearly. I'm not good at English, but I'm trying to develop better.
Although studying abroad is my dream. But I always think that every dream has a price. My parents pay a lot in my family. I don't want them to work harder than ever because of me. It is my dream.
I want to go by myself without troubling others.
Now, it isn't my time, but one day I will go. May be a short courses or master's degree. I hope that your university have a great project and a great opportunity to me again.
I will be successful.
Best Regards,