Cherry now I not say anything make you come back to me ok just something you need to know.
I not crazy man but yes It hard for me to love and if love I don't want loose .
Maybe I speak lot bad last 1 month but I know I really not mean to say that.
Shouting .. saying you bad hurtled me more but I was scared to loose u.
And other lady I can say anything in pain I go to this lady that lady but I know I can't even after u don't care.
Wish I not lost control on my self .
I never wanted to hurt you and I am only sorry I hurtled u because of my stupidity.
I am just not normal anymore .. drinking .. crying .. lonely but I don't worry u not care now
BUT FORGIVE ME IF I SAID OR DID ANYTHING WRONG OR SAY WRONG BECAUAE I NOT NIRMAL JUST THINK MAD FRIEND AND FORGIVE.
I RESPECTED U BEFORE AND WILL RESPECT U ALWAYS EVEN U DONT CARE .
JUST EVEN DOBT CARE FOR ME OK BUT PLS UBDERSTAND I WAS NOT BAD.