Por, there is so much to say but I cannot right now. I am at work and I need to focus. I am sorry that I have an extremely busy schedule and can't respond to you every time you write. I am sorry that you mistake that for "empty words".
For now, this is what I will tell you and you can believe what you want: I say what I mean and I mean what I say.
What I don't need in my life is added drama. I hesitate saying this. The LAST thing I want to do is hurt you, Por. I believe you deserve a good man, but I can't be the one for you.
Oh and yes I did talk to someone else, but it was as a friend only. I have decided that I am too far away and I don't think, with my situation here, I can have a meaningful relationship this far away. I was hoping it would work, but I just don't think it's possible.