My mom abuses me sometimes. She sometimes hits me with her bare hand, other times she will grab something near to her and whack me with it. Other times she will attempt to strangle me with her bare hands or dig her nails into my neck. She also swears a lot at me and calls me a sh** or a bit** and other names like that. Sometimes she hits me because i get into trouble, other times she will hit me for a reason, but yet not a reason. Ex: I will say something like "Mom, can I go to ______ (friends name there) house today? She invited me over." then my mom yells: "WTF?!?!?! I HAVE SO MUCH F-ING WORK TO DO AND YOU WANT TO GO OVER THERE? U SELFISH LITTLE SH**!!!!!!! DO YOU HUH!?!?!? FOR ONCE THINK OF SOMEONE BUT YOURSELF AND HELP OUT!!!!" then she will get into another conversation and say "HUH!?!" a lot and whack me ever time she says that. then she will grab something and whack me with it saying she is going to kill me someday, and then storms away. and holds this against me for eternity and yells at me about it for the rest of the year. 
Sometimes she will also lock me in the garage (which i have my stuff packed in case she does) other times she will pin me to my bed and tries to hurt me. im too afraid to fight back because i may hurt her the same way she does to me. amazingly, theres not many bruises and scratches, so i have no proof. i dont bruise easily though anyway. she never does this to my sisters. EVER. my sisters think my mom is crazy too but they always suck up to her. i am the outcast of the family and hate being around them all in fear i may cause trouble. amazingly when my mom is nice shes the best mom in the world. i dont want to report her to child services because of that and if i do my sisters would be devastated. my dad doesnt know about this and if i told him he would just tell me to STFU to my mom and stop with the drama (his answer to everything.) please help sorry this is so long but i seriously need help. thanks.
do u guys seriously think im kidding!?!?! IM NOT!!! i would never post this and waste a bunch of time if i was kidding!!!
I wish i had a family member to move in with...but the rest of my family (aunts, uncles, grandparents) think im a little sh** too...i hear them say how stupid i am and that im horrible. they all think that because they never know the full story the way my mom tells it. also i had a bad experience with one of my aunts while i was staying with her...shes as bad as my mom, maybe even worse with the verbal abuse but not as bad with the physical. my whold family is fu**ed up. ugh
o forgot to add my age im 13